before I sound like the mush. its weird, I told myself, I respect miranda alot, I know chris, would be apprehensive. before you told me that he really was, at that time. I imagined what you did, yet, never really made it beyond that euphoric kiss, I dreamt last night, I thought to myself...damn it..I want it...maybe just one..kiss, seems innocent enough, however again I snided myself not to...
=/ A small kiss can ruin alot but can also create something amazing
dont think I dont want it, but I've made a commitment to him and if I ruin that I'll hate myself until the end of time
I know, I thought about that, I wouldn't want it to ruin what you have with chris, I would feel extermly bad if I did...
..regardless how painstakingly it all seems...
My mind says, its just a kiss, the thing is that we both make a big deal about it because...how much it means to us....its something more than just a kiss...its like Our first kiss....When the dead ends meet...
i would do it
if i knew i could keep it secret
but im a horrible liar
and i always tell chris everything
i mean just the other week i told him about my dream of me making out with adrian, thats how much i trust him
I wouldn't want you to go through the pressure of it all..
stuck in a rut again i guess
Well, on the brightside of things, your affection can be shown in how in essence "make me pretty" I guess. its not the same..but I really think we can get past the 'rut' and move on with the relationship we have now.
you sure?
cause
we're both romantics
and how much more romantic can you get than 'forbidden love'?
I am sure.
Does that make you a fool?
I guess so....
I could care
